I wish I could profess it loud and proud but I am concerned about putting it out there for you. So sometimes I keep it inside and just hope and pray that you know. But recently there have been famous people who have talked about it and their experiences with it and I find that I agree with them.
I’ll start out simple.
Christina Aguilera is married to Jordan Bratman. She released a 2-dics CD called “Back to Basics” recently. I just got it. And I love the CD. What I find most ironic is that she loves Jordan like I love you.
Now granted, I didn’t make you a 2-disc CD where I wrote and sang all the songs but trust me. The words that she sings about not thinking it was possible to find this kind of love ring true with me. She really hits all the points about how she is interested in nobody but him, can’t imagine her life without him, etc.
I can’t wait for her new single because I’d hope it would be one of the songs that says it right because currently on her MySpace player it’s all just those poppy singles. “Ain’t No Other Man” is a great sentiment but there are more romantic thoughtful tracks on the CD.
And then there is Jenna Fischer.
She recently gave an interview to Women’s Health Magazine. Here is the quote:
What about your husband — when did you realize hewas the one for you?
We were dating, and I was taking a bath. All of sudden I realized, “I’m never going to leave him. Never going to leave him. Huh.” So I knew either we’d get married, or he would break my heart.
Wow. I mean honestly, wow. Doesn’t that say so much? It does for me. I basically feel the same way, regardless of how many times I thought we should break or break up. I never actually thought we should. Usually I am doing what I think would be the “thing” to do. I’m never right.
I’m always the person who would let the other walk away. I lived my life by that theory of if you let them go and they come back they are yours. It was only in college when I realized that they never truly come back and never in the same way as originally. It is time for me to fight for what I want. To make it work until I can’t anymore. And then, God forbid if that happens, I would be hurt and broken. I refuse to walk away because I do want to be with you as long as you’ll have me.
Scary, huh?
Ok, I realize that quote from Jenna contains the dreaded M-word. Let’s pretend it doesn’t. I think you understand that what I mean is that if it leads to something awesome such as that, then good. If for some reason we would run our course w/out that, then ok. I guarantee that I am not picking out the china pattern or trying on dresses. (That’s only after months and months of dieting which would begin the moment I get the ring).
Ok, so basically what am I saying? That I love you. And even after the move all I do is think about you and how happy you make me. Corny, yes but honest to God truth.
